Day 1 in full: Near to the Brokenhearted (Psalm 34)
This is the complete first session, exactly as it's read in the app. Every day of the plan follows this shape.
Arrive
Hello.
I'm glad you're here. If it took something to press play this morning, that is enough for now and I'm not going to ask for more.
You don't need to feel anything in particular. You don't need to be strong, or hopeful, or ready.
Just breathe — in, and out — and let this be a few minutes where nobody needs anything from you.
Fourteen mornings, fourteen psalms, for a heavy season. Go at whatever pace you can manage. Missing a day is not failing at anything.
Set out
Psalm 34 has a note at the top of it, and the note matters more than usual.
It says David wrote this after he pretended to be insane in front of a foreign king, and was thrown out.
The story is in the book of Samuel and it is not dignified. He was running for his life, he ended up in enemy territory, he was recognised, and he saved himself by scratching at the doors of the gate and letting spit run down his beard until the king said: I have enough madmen, get him out of here.
That is the day this psalm belongs to. Humiliated, frightened, out of options, and alive only because he had made himself contemptible.
And the first line he writes afterwards is: I will bless the LORD at all times.
Not because things were fine. They were not. But because of something he had found out about God on the worst day of his life so far.
Hear: Psalm 34
Psalm 34, from verse one.
I will bless the LORD at all times; His praise will always be on my lips. My soul boasts in the LORD; let the oppressed hear and rejoice.
Magnify the LORD with me; let us exalt His name together.
I sought the LORD, and He answered me; He delivered me from all my fears.
Those who look to Him are radiant with joy; their faces shall never be ashamed. This poor man called out, and the LORD heard him; He saved him from all his troubles.
Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him.
And from verse seventeen.
The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears; He delivers them from all their troubles.
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted; He saves the contrite in spirit.
Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD delivers him from them all.
Hear again
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted.
Near. Not watching from somewhere. Not waiting for you to pull yourself together first.
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted.
A question, and you do not have to answer it well or even clearly.
Where is the break, for you? You don't have to say it out loud, and you don't have to name it precisely. Just let it be here in the room with Him.
Consider
Notice what this psalm does not promise, because it matters that it doesn't.
Many are the afflictions of the righteous. Many.
It does not say that people who trust God get an easier time of it. It says something close to the opposite, quite plainly, in the middle of a psalm about God's goodness.
The Bible is not in the business of pretending, and if anybody has told you that a real faith produces a smoother life, this verse is a flat contradiction of them.
What it promises instead is nearness.
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted. And the word for brokenhearted is exactly what it sounds like — a heart that has been shattered. Not bruised, or disappointed. Broken, in pieces.
Here is the thing I most want you to hear this morning. The psalm does not say God is near to the people who are handling it well. It says He is near to the ones who are not.
Brokenness is not the thing that keeps Him at a distance. It is the address He goes to.
And then that strange instruction in the middle. Taste and see.
Not understand and see. Not feel better and see. Taste — which is the smallest possible act. You do not have to eat the whole meal. You put something on your tongue and find out.
This morning that may be all you can manage. One line of a psalm, one breath of a prayer, and nothing more. That counts. That is tasting, and it is what the psalm asks for — written, remember, by a man who had spent the previous day drooling into his beard in front of a foreign court.
Pray
Lord, You are near to the brokenhearted. Be near to me.
Show Him the break. You do not need words for this. He was there when it happened and He has not needed the explanation since.
I sought You, and You answered me. Do it again.
And if there are fears underneath the obvious thing — the ones you have not said to anybody — name one of those now.
And if somebody else's heart is broken this morning, hold them here for a moment. You do not have to ask for anything specific on their behalf.
I'll taste, and see. Amen.
Carry
The line to carry today.
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted.
Say it once. As slowly as you like.
That is all this morning asks of you. You do not have to do tomorrow's, and if tomorrow is worse than today, this one will still be here.
Tomorrow: Psalm 46, and two words that do not mean what everybody thinks they mean.
For now — He is near. You are not doing this alone.